i hate this feeling .
seems like no matter what i do, the feeling comes back .
i don't see why it's that difficult .
i really don't, okay?
IT HURTS .

i won't know what to do if things don't get better after a few more days .

don't need to spell out what it is exactly, but thankyou puaysan & peishan .
especially puaysan .
really, thankyou . (:

i think it's bad ne,
if i appreciate every small thing anyone does .
and feel sad over ever small thing that makes me upset .

changing the topic ..
solamente tequiero, rsg .
i still think we were really obvious .
and i want it that way again .

anyway today i watched 4eps of MBMH .
super funny, tegoshi was so adorable the way he kept going "makky, makky!" .
koki really has to be the cutest yakuza member around .

why am i repeating the Naniwa Iroha Bushi song again&again&again!
i like the KAT-TUN&NEWS one more than the Kanjani8 one .
probably because of tegoshi's voice .
and i'm stuck on Yuna Ito's Endless Story .
so nice okay!

tmrw going out to prepare for saturday's chalet .
and the chalet's coming! ^^v

BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT .
11:59 PM
♥クラリス～☆˚