i know this is unlike me but this IS me, so allow me to rant alittle bit .

was reading rachel's blog, and she said something which i felt, was really insightful .

it's funny how the very thing i avoid, the thing i loathe, is also the thing
i'm obsessed with, the thing that consumes my mind, the thing i enjoy .

rachel was doing really good, but now she needs to see a shrink, go for therapy and stuff . i hope things get better for her, and that she can balance what she's doing, both . her shrink sounds pretty nasty, and i don't like it .

after half a year, i finally understand that D word .
it is for life .

sometimes i feel like i want my life back .
but most of the time i don't, i just want control back .

rachel thanks for your entry, it got me thinking . (:
and i feel DISGUSTING .
6:15 PM
♥クラリス～☆˚