ayee i haven't blogged for a week . new year's come and gone, and today being the fifth, i no longer feel the need to think of resolutions alrdy . i never do fulfil them anyway .

went to jurongpoint with iris on monday and we saw this @ kiddypalace!
this adorable thing isn't just an ordinary soft toy eh, it's actually a speaker in disguise . iris&i got the same Stitch one and we bought a Tigger one for misspang, her christmas pressie . misspang,honlong&zhixue then came, and we went for dinner @ fish&co . misspang insisted on it being her treat . the next time we have dinner together i'll make sure we go to somewhere even better than fish&co, and it's gonna be our treat then because misspang told us to let her treat us just this once . she got iris&i really cute soft toys for christmas too! ((:

was supposed to go swim with iris on tuesday but i had to go back to school for com2kit proj . ): because it was a public holiday, i thought the school would be quite empty but i was so wrong . the library wasn't open so the atrium was full of people . no empty tables in sight at all eh . tsktsk, all rushing projects at the very last minute .

o3jano7 - school day!
because mr mak's hospitalised we didn't have cellbio lecture at 8 . went to school at 11 for OBC tutorial instead . what a nice way to start the term huh, having the horrendous OBC commontest paper back . christmas wish granted - i passed . but that doesn't make it any less bad . and missteh decided to lower the weightage of this paper by 5% because everyone didn't do well (someone got 95 marks eh. omg!), so that means that the weightage of quiz2 would increase by the same amt . and that is SO not gonna help because quiz2 consists of not only organic chem, but biochem as well . quiz2 is less than a month away, eek . nothing to be surprised abt la, considering that the finals are less than 2months away . creative presentation was pure shit . if i were mrs kwok, i would have failed my own group . she didn't look happy with our work either . =/ after school caught watch Death Note 2 with yiling @ westmall, woohoo! and yep it's my 2nd time watching but i didn't enjoy it any less . in fact i liked it even more because i wasn't as lost .

yiling&clarice are officially hooked onto Desu Noto, Yagami Raito especially . 夜神月! (: so sad la he died in the end . ): L died too eh, what an ending . the plot's brilliant though, and i still can't completely understand it .

thursday had OBC practical but it was pretty short . wanted to go meet iris @ yishun while she did her hair but ended up going home instead . met her after her hair was done to go back to huayi . huiying,shujun&zhixin went too . was disappointing, because we don't get that feeling in there anymore . then met zhixue,weiliang&gerke when we were about to leave and we bussed to jurongpoint together . weiliang&gerke went home after tt and the rest of us accompanied iris around to shop for her last-minute stuff . khailiang came to get her a Tamagotchi . i got iris a pen from Precious Thots with this cute noseless&eyeless character on it & she LOVES it . :D she flew off to aussie again and it's gonna be 6more months before i see her again . ):

talk about withdrawal symptoms . suddenly it feels weird to know that she's no longer in singapore . heh, we still talk on msn everynight eh, across the map kae, from singapore to australia . :p don't think this post will still be around when she visits my blog again but still ..

thankyou for everything, iris! studyhard & be the top top student @ UNSW eh? you are SO missed . (:

discussed com2kit proj online alittle with chrispin,valerie,sweeyin&chinkoon before turning in .
chrispin likes Death Note alot also eh and she watched Death Note 2 twice too! had alittle "picture exchange" on msn . she loves Tatsuya Fujiwara leh! i think i like him just because he's 夜神月, Yagami Raito!

and finally (wah this entry's super long eh), today's the com2kit presentation! because we were not very prepared, everyone seemed very nervous, esp with the 3minutes' thing . happy that we all made it in the end . missvivian looked quite happy with us towards the end so, phew . her face was SO black when she saw how unprepared we were at first eh . ohh and i still don't understand why no one notices our efforts in wearing blacktops every friday! we're so united and no one noticed .

2 out of the 5 projs are finally finally done and i'm super happy la, though there're 3 more left to do and we messed up cellbio . gotta jiayou for infotech, TLS & IAC alrdy . i still don't know how to summarise diana's part for the report leh gab! ):

i spent my whole after doing up this blogskin instead of doing schoolwork . ahhhh i love Death Note to bits la! people please do not come ask me if i wanna go watch Death Note hor . i think i'd probably say yes, and that's insane la . so please don't ask, i'll be tempted, teehee . ohh but for the sake of that calender, i might . :p

just the 3rd day of school and it's so stressful alrdy . 我要退学, 讲真的. just feel like studying's not what i wanna do anymore (it had never been what i wanted to do anyway) . 4years ago i would have said that i wanna go concentrate on my piano but now i don't even want to . same goes for cello . am losing interest in everything i've been doing . unless i find my motivation back, i know what sort of grades to expect on the results slip . F for OBC, sure thing .

i want a life that doesn't hurt, that isn't stressful, that's just simple&nice . i like wasting away, it's my favourite past time .

yesterday was upsetting and i shan't talk about it . losing that feeling alrdy . am tired, i don't wanna go on because i know things will not turn out the way i want it . tina said it all, just let it go . and i'm gonna try, but i don't know how long i can keep up with it .

okay i need to go start doing the TLS summary report alrdy or watcharit will kill me . and woohooo i'm talking to iris who's in aussie again!

and i just realised that this my first entry for 2007 .
CHECKO-MATO (:
8:31 PM
♥クラリス～☆˚