felt like throwing up after the sandwiches i ate this morning and till now i still feel like throwing up .

lectures un-understood, extra notes not downloaded/read, tutorials piling up (and i don't know how to do them at all), 5 on-going projects with different groupmates, several tests coming up and, cello practices 3times a week .

how come i never seem to have all the stuff in my notebook ticked ah? irritating .

alot of other things are irritating but let's not even go there . generally, i'm just very irritated with myself .

there's just one more thing i'd want to do now, and that is to play the piano again . so nice to hear others play la, but when i play, 是难听的lor . ): ohh and i still wanna learn korean .

clarice really has to stop being such an emo kid .

mr mak showed us this video during wednesday's lecture . when everyone was laughing at a part of the video, i laughed too, but was tearing at the same time . 神经病 .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yGbNupOqU0Q
it's a beautiful video anyway, go watch go watch!

found these 2 videos today :

1. BITTERSWEET! start watching from 5:10 . that's the song we're learning to play during practices now . damn nice la, tell me you love the cello!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K14txomJH8Q

2. original song from Apocalyptica (:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xwh1xb2exxY

Bittersweet
I’m giving up the ghost of love in the shadows cast on devotion .
She is the one that I adore, creed of my silent suffocation .

*Break this bittersweet spell on me, lost in the arms of destiny .
Bittersweet ..

I won’t give up .
I’m possessed by her -
I'm bearing her cross, she's turned into my curse .

I want you, I’m only wanting you .
And I need you, I’m only needing you .

*Break this bittersweet spell on me, lost in the arms of destiny .
Bittersweet ..
8:02 PM
♥クラリス～☆˚