steamboating with the 4E1s @ marina was so much fun ! outings like that never fail to make me happy . (: no matter how i try brainwashing myself that poly's really nice (as if LOR), nothing's comparable to 4E1s .

if i had to make a decision between polytechnic life & secondary school life, i'd pick the latter for sure . NO DOUBTS about that even if i were to consider the worst sides of huayi and the best sides of ngeeann . yes, i'd even give sillything up .

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believe me when i say that at that point of time, i really wanted to ask you if you had school tmrw . that's all on my mind the whole time . later, i told myself . i'll ask you before we part ways . i ended up saying only bye .

i hate myself . why is it that time and time again, i just can't do it? how long has it been, 3 years? that's 3quarters of the time . WHY WAS IT SO HARD?

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home alone tmrw and i'm not changing plans unless absolutely necessary . i'm really very homey one leh, believe it or not . should enjoy home alones as much as possible now because 奶奶's coming back this saturday and then TADAH, home alones are history alrdy . pretty depressing la, because staying home alone is one of the things i'd actually die for .

am gonna spend time packing my room tmrw and it's not even messy la . i was a minor neat freak but i think it's getting worse recently . and i wanna paint my walls pastel green but no one's gonna let me do it . =/

was talking to wenpey on msn just now, about how we're rotting during the holidays -

[wenpey] - nth .. cuz we r rotting le
[clarice] - haha, but enjoy the time when u can rot . cuz when sch reopens, no more chance to rot le .
[wenpey] - ya lor.. humans r like that la.. no time we'll ask for more breaks.... when we finally got time to rest ,u will think that u r rotting liao ...
[clarice] - HEHE no leh, i'm enjoying my break leh . i promised myself tt i'll enjoy it to the fullest cuz term's really hectic .

this semester break is my life! i'm hoping that time passes really slowwwwwwly so term wouldn't have to start so soon . but i think cello pracs will get really intense soon . =/ but i shan't complain because someone's definitely more occupied with cca than i am .

ohh and reuben called in the morning telling me that horrendously our CATS project got into the entrepreneur thing and we have to meet up AGAIN to settle for another presentation in late september . i'm SO over CATS already and this had to happen . =/

on a totally irrelevant note, i'm alittle hooked onto sudoku recently, hehe! :P especially now when i finally got the hang of it . it's intensely satisfying; how pleasurable! (:

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