feeling like shit . else, worse than that .

cello prac sucked . couldn't even play half a song . freakin hell, i suck la . that's a piece for the family concert, and what came out from my cello was literally shit . i couldn't even keep the time going . what's worse, i almost fell asleep while playing it . xiangxiang plays the piano like, ohhmygod-ly nice . even if i were to go on learning piano for another 10 years, i'll never sound as good as that .

used to play the piano, but i sucked at it .
now playing the cello, and i still suck at it .
cello's so gonna be the last instrument i pick up . reality check; music is SO not my kinda thing . anything coming out from me sounds like shit .

limitted vocab, i know .

felt like a wreck after cello prac and my phone was thus switched off for the whole damned day . not going online or anything either . i just don't feel like talking .

am SO tired . mentally, physically, everything . have never slept before 2 since term2 started and i think i'm about to go nuts alrdy .

morning's physio lecture was alarming because i realised that i've forgotten everything i've studied for the commontest . finals in 2 weeks and i've yet to start mugging . so much of memory work to b done but i just can't seem to memorise anything without forgetting it a day later . SUCKS LAH .

results suck, piano sucks, cello also sucks . i suck la, suck like hell . i feel like EVERYTHING's screwed .

ayeeee . don't feel like typing on alrdy . i shall go sleep NOW . i didn't study today . not a word .

SUCKS LAH .
10:24 PM
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