i didn't actually feel like blogging till i saw bette's tag, which kinda zaps me back to reality that this is supposed to be studyweek, and i haven't been doing much of studying . i'm slacking like erm, (what's worse than a worm?), a corpse .

it's been late mornings and nights, but mugging's not the reason . most of the time i'm watching shows and other times i'll just lie in bed and do nothing at all . else. i'd be reading (not my studynotes, btw) or blogging or just browsing online .

so thank god episode305 screwed up and i had to go download it from somewhere and i'm not moving on to the next episode until i see this . and i regret knowing so much of what's gonna happen . no more surprises! ): SPOILERS la .

no dana, don't dieeee! ): that's the 3rd character i like disappearing from the show alrdy! marina's gone to happyfarm, mark that sweetie and (sobs) dana! and by the end of season3, there goes carmen .

fuck . and i heard that there'll be a new girl in shane's heart next season . i don't want that! i thought it was the real deal alrdy? hurhurr . ): shane goes with carmen, kaeee!

anyway i really hate downloading things from bittorrent because they take forever and i'll just tend to stare at the screen and mumble, MOVEEEEE fasterrrr! which pretty much summarises what i've been doing for the past 24hours, besides sleeping and blogging time .

the other night i dreamt that grandma woke up and was talking to everyone . then i woke up and .. .. .. .. ):

ohh and i've been catching up on some time alone and it really is fantastic . it's been days since i last clicked on the messenger icon and my phone's always silenced . i think it's a form of destressing, like, when you don't speak to people you ultimitely don't need to worry about what are the right and wrong things to say . no one hears your opinion and you can just feel and say whatever you want .

right, so i've got my first paper for the finals tmrw and it's maths . and, i've not touched the past year questions mdmwong compiled . i haven't even been near maths since last thursday's remedial lecture . so today's gonna be a truly mathematical day! (: and after tmrw's paper, it's gonna be at least half a year before i see maths appearing in my life again, yay! :DD

8 days to go and i'm not studying, but dying . and i've just wasted another half and hour typing out this totally pointless entry .