who plays the fucking recorder at this time of the night? MY OHH-so-cute-and-adorable brother . it's only the second day and i'm gonna go nuts! personal space invaded like SHIT, noise BANGING on my eardrums, irritants flying everywhere around the house . slit my wrists and let me die man .

i just yelled at him : 不要吵啦!
he laughed, made a face, and said : YAYYYYY i'm so happyyyyyyy! i love making people angry ! :DDD

and he went on blowing his fucking recorder .

please show me some sympathy here . tell me you're sorry i have to tolerate something like that . then, take a blade and do whatever you want to me, RAHH . all yours .

ANYWAYS .

commitments suck . hated then, hating now, and will hate always . what, am i obilgated? i don't want your hugsandkisses kinda thing . NOT MY GAME, though you're a girl . just stop breathing down my neck . i said i'll do it, i will . don't push me, don't cross that line, EVER .

i miss staying home all day without having to speak a word at all . i'm really lazy to talk or communicate . yep, THAT bad .

know something? in this ugly world, everyone's mugging for a stupid certificate, which kinda either make you, or break you . i'm tired chasing after the common thing everybody wants . this is NOT the life i really have in mind . i want no glamour job, no filthy fat pay . at 16 i wanna just settle for a simple job at The Planet, hang out with my girlies and yep, get involved in some nice lovely lala . shared rented apartment and all . go to parades with partner, yay! HA, i could try living for the moment, PLAYAHHH ~ :P

how nice, how desirable, how so-not-gonna-happen . DEPRESSING .

woohoo i just saw Kim on ANTM . KIM STOLZ~~~ she's grown cuter, so much CUTERRRRR! *MELTS* heh . sarah's really pretty too! :DD i'm about to go all ANTMy again . (: my god, did i JUST see nicole linkletter? weeee! um, cassandra looks funny . =/ nicole's SOOO PRETTY!

i miss cycle5! ):

whoa, naima & kahlen! AHHHH KIM!!!! and my crazy lisa too .

no more le . ):
i freaked at one scene of jessica simpson's public affair mtv . =/

ANYWAYS ANYWAYS .
she finally opened up! very intense moment, extremely emotional & tear-jerking . of course, mine were jerked, heh . i've been waiting for this moment kaeeee . carmen was too! you should've seen the look in her eyes . awwww ~

i never had a hamster ... but i had a dog, and her name was Remy. i ... i- have a brother, but .. i never met him, because we.. never grew up together. And ... my mom put me in foster care when i was nine ... but i still love her very much .

SWEET! (x they're gonna go out really soon!

by the way, her dog's really called Remy . not khailiang kaee? :P

i'm lost in my own world . yep, the world i talked about just now . that's how i wanna live . simple and happy . (:

Confession -
The thing I like about confession is, you don't have to see the other person's face . And you don't have to see how hurt they are when they realize that you can't be that thing they want you to be . Everyone wants something from me, and I don't feel like I have anything left to give.
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