was supposed to get up at 8 to get something done but i woke up an hour and a half later . thus i am here blogging since there's no longer enough time to do what i've planned to do earlier on .

time flies; it's june already .

nothing's up with life actually . getting really stressful though; common tests are up next . i still feel like school's barely started, and now the common tests are only 4 days away . )= i'm actually real scared . =/

my long-awaited cello finally came on monday night ! [: love it to bits! tunes were WAY off when it arrived but i managed to tune it up with some help from daddy (turning of the tuning pegs) . fingers were all red and sore after that of course .

IPC practical test on tuesday and it wasn't at all good . the titration part was still fine (considering that i didn't do titrations for the O's) but when it came to the 5-fold dilution question, i died . subsequent questions was interlinked so i could already see how badly i'm gonna do for the test . =\ and i got 8 marks deducted from the previous practical report just because ... ...



... ... i didn't write the units (ml) in the table . just look at the heading . i thought it was already there . )=

i don't like the fact that everything you hand in in school is accounted for and it constitutes to a certain percentage of the overall continual assesment grade . heard that if you were to hand in your tutorials earlier than the rest of the world (okay, the rest of the class), you'll supposedly get more marks . i think that's the cruelest thing ever . and if you were to volunteer yourself to do the examples on the board during maths tutorials, you'll get marks because that's active participation in class . *shrugs* i'm so gonna fail my continual assesments like that . )=

everyone becomes very mark-oriented after that . "i have to do this because it's graded . i have to go answer that question because i'll get marks for it! " sheeeeesh . =\ i miss 4E1 . get what i mean? oohh, and i can't wait for the class outings already . (=

ohh yah, i listened to diana and yiling . finally decided to put up a tagboard again ! but i wonder how long it will stay . i get sick of tagboards pretty easily . heh . =P

received a very special message from someone extra special after school on tuesday . never knew how it felt like to smile and tear at the same time . never knew how it felt like to miss someone and be missed by that same someone . the same 4 words back to YOU : i miss you loads (too)! heaps and loads and tonnes ~ =P

i feel like the luckiest person alive in the entire world everytime i receive something from her . (: my someone special is the special-est someone you can find on this huge sphere we call the Earth . in fact, no matter which huge sphere (planet, i mean) you go to, no one can be as special as she is . [: and i thank God for letting her be part of my life every passing minute .

going to school in a bit . was actually happy as there're only 2 lectures to attend today . but upon remembering that i have to stay on to complete the CATS project with my group mates .. .. i'm happy no more . )= project dateline's tomorrow evening and we have yet to get our stuff done . and yes, we're in very bad shape basically . i'm almost sure that i would only be home after 9 today .
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