i blog at unearthly hours, yes . heh, but i have my reasons . (:

am almost done with what i've planned to do over the weekends . still have got microbio & IPC lectures to read through and digest . school's tough . things are not staying in the weekdays . will have to meet my microbio group mates @ centrepoint later (it's already sunday) in the afternoon . and that's friggin' far ! was supposed to meet zhixue & honlong (and if i'm not wrong even BFF is coming!) for our study session but this has to spoil it all . ): i've said umpteen times to finish up whatever we have in school during the weekdays but nothing helped . just leave my weekends alone . nothing from ngeeann spills into my weekends . nothing with the exception of cello practices of course ! :D

practice today yesterday was fabulous too ! (: the instructor was really good . i played my first song ever on the cello and it is .. .. heh, twinkle twinkle little stars . okay, stop laughing at me . it wasn't easy . couldn't get my G note at all . my fingerings was alittle off . and the instructor knew just what to do . he didn't sit beside me to teach or anything . he merely told me to play the D major scale and i found my G note after awhile ! fingers hurt but i'm not complaining because i love the cello so so so SO much! and yay, there's practice again tomorrow night . i don't mind even if it ends at 11 and i get home after 12 with lesson starting at 9 the next day . (=

life in ngeeann gets better with cello practice . other things just make me .. .. okay, nevermind .

spent more than an hour doing the logarithm maths-online . and there were only 8 questions . i attempted each question at least thrice before i got it right . and because the last question was an MCQ, i randomly picked one option and it was a lucky guess . effectively, i still think i've learnt nothing from the maths-online . strangely, i could do the sums in the lecture notes but when it comes to maths-online, i get kinda blank . maths' block . like, writers' block . if that's the case it's still not that bad because i can handle the sums on paper . but what if i can't?

and there's a maths test coming up . tomorrow . functions, analytical geometry & logarithms . ): ohh, and i didn't do well for my first maths test either . i didn't fail it like i failed in secondary school but it just wasn't well done . i could've done better if it wasn't for careless mistakes and blocks . =/ and, the maths lecturer is scary . she talks in a rather loud voice so even when she's just speaking normally to me, she sounds like she's scolding me or something .

*imitates maths lecturer talking to me during tutorial class*
"this is on maths-online you know! how come there can do here cannot do? that means you've learnt nothing lah?!"
"still cannot do? you do your exercises or not? did you do your maths-online properly or not? or did you look at examples and do?"

yes mdm something (i don't remember her name), i did my exercises and my maths-online properly .

i still prefer mrs siow . and missleong . (: they know how my maths is . beyond words . that is indeed something to be proud of . wahahaa . =P

ohh yah, and CATS project has officially started . i hate CATS . waste of time . what's CATS, you ask? Creativity and Applied Thinking Skills . hear me yawn .

sigh . i hate going to town without a good purpose and company . that's today . i hate today . ):
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