again, i intended to study this morning .
i have alot of good intentions, you know .
they just don't work out .
so i guess you probably know what happened to that particular intention already . (:
wait, i should not be smiling .
i should be worried .
anything but smiling .
however, good new is ..
i did get some studying done .
in the afternoons .
on my way to my grandparents' place .
i studied .
yes, on the bus and mrt .
no distractions what .
unless i brought my laptop along, that is .
so all that i've studied was ..
one miserable chapter of Biology .
the last chapter - Heredity .
i love the chapter .
not that i know the facts well .
but i think it's pretty interesting and awesome .
biology makes me see miracles .
and this explains why it is my favourite subject, right?
i still hate studying for Biology tests and exams .
i just love to read through and know things which have never crossed my mind before .
okay, i shall stop talking about my love for biology .
on my way to tiongbahru (my grandparents' place), i saw this guy on the mrt .
he looks 16 - 18 .
he sat at the seat which was beside my seat .
meaning ..
HIM (empty space) cclarice .
and because the MRT was relatively empty, no one attempted to take that seat between us .
and this guy, was sitting with his legs very wide apart .
*nods*
like as if he's watching tv on the sofa of his own house .
i found that very sickening, for he was sitting in a public place .
and he was looking very chor lor, meaning, very ... errrm ..
unsightly, ungentlemanly . (i don't know what's the exact english word .)
and i decided i shall mind my own business and continue reading my biology textbook .
and i did just that .
at jurongeast, people came into the mrt .
alot of people indeed, it was about 5 in the evening .
so one woman, attempted to take the seat between me and that guy .
and because his legs were SO wide apart, there is barely space for her .
she looked at him, he looked back .
they fell in love . (i am kidding .)
and you know what?
this guy, obviously with ZERO initiative and NEGATIVE ONE common sense, did NOT budge .
i felt like tapping him on the shoulder and ask him to go home suck his thumb .
next came an older man .
i suppose he's wiser too, since older people have more life experiences than us young ones .
and he signalled to that senseless guy to move his leg .
under such circumstances, he didn't have much of a choice, did he ?
so slowly, he moved, alittle .
and this older man took the seat .
*shakes head*
tsktsk .
i don't know what to say .
okays .
i shall change a topic . :D
tell me, what's a blog?
an online diary, yes .
and now tell me, what's a diary ?
a place where one scribbles all his/her thoughts on .
*claps*
very good .
so tell me, what's wrong with someone blogging her heart out?
what's wrong with her being critical about things?
what's wrong with her complaining about people around her on her blog?
it's HER blog, HER personal space .
even though she blogs with an income, it's still her diary .
d-i-a-r-y .
and what's with people now, leaving her hate notes and everything .
calling her a bitch, or worse, a slut .
she was even labelled a whore, in case you people are clueless .
yes, her way of thinking may be different from you .
she may be complaining about little little minute things .
but who are you to interfere ?
her MUMMY ?
i bet not even her mummy will interfere with how she feels about things .
the question here is, is this all fair to her ?
she's keeping a blog, just like any other blogger in the blogosphere .
just because hers is a celebrity blog, it doesn't mean that she deserves all the hate notes .
all she's trying to do is to confide in her diary .
and at the same time trying to keep her blogders entertained .
( blogders refering to blog readers . it's her language . )
tell me, which human being on earth don't have days when they just wanna break down and cry?
and in those days all these people would be blogging things like ..
"lifesucks . i'm so sick of living ."
"why must he do this to me?"
"i love him so much, but why can't he love me back.."
and tell me, has this blogger i'm talking about ever give her blogders such entries ?
very seldom .
why?
not because she doesn't feel that way often .
she's not blogging them out because those things will BORE people .
because her blog is a celebrity blog .
and she cannot get too personal with things .
so in the process of confiding to her diary and trying to keep her reader entertained ..
some people got pissed with her .
the way she blogs, the style of her writing, everything .
i mean, she couldn't possibly expect everyone to LOVE her and her blog .
but seriously, i think these people who don't like her way of blogging should just get out of her site and not visit it again .
and LEAVE NO HATE COMMENTS .
it's common sensical isn't it ?
if you don't like it, leave it .
these haters apparently don't have such a rule in their common sense bag .
they hate this blogger and they read what she writes all the time .
and leave comments after comments .
insulting and putting her down .
i have only 2 words for these people .
SHUT UP .
you don't like the way she blogs, others do .
even if others don't, SHE HERSELF DOES .
and because it's HER blog, she has the right to write about ANYTHING she wants .
and you have NO RIGHT to call her a bitch, slut, or worse, a whore just because you read what she wrote and you think different .
just imagine, receiving not just one, but MANY emails a day calling you names .
putting you down .
insulting you .
scolding you .
mimicking you .
and worse, ruining your photos .
HOW WOULD YOU FEEL ?
please people, do think of the consequences before doing things .
think about how the other party may feel .
what sin has she commited?
and it's amazing how she tolerated all these nonsense for years .
i think those who love her really gave her the courage to go on blogging .
however ,
i think things really got out of hand this time .
she's taking a break from blogging .
because she's SO sick and SO tired of all the hate she's feeling .
people not only express their hate to her alone .
her friends and family get dragged into the picture as well .
people even approached her 12year old brother, telling him that his sister is a slut .
tell me what is happening to our oh-so-gracious society .
and if you still have no idea who is this blogger i'm writing about, it's Wendy .
more commonly known as xiaxue .
i don't know and i don't care about what YOU think .
i'm not ashamed to say that i've been reading her blog everyday since a few months back .
and yes, of course i do not agree with everything she says .
but i don't hate her .
not even a weee bit .
she has a very unique style of writing, which i personally like .
and i respect her, for all the insults she's been enduring all these while in the blogosphere .
and now that she's taken a hiatus from blogging, i miss her entries .
but i do not blame her for that .
she deserves the break .
she deserves to close the door to all the insults .
she had been tolerating all the snide remarks for way too long .
*phew*
i'm done .
it's been wordy, hasn't it ? (:
hehees .. ^^
i'm going shopping with mummy tomorrow .
yay!
ja-ne ! ^^
(and again, it's past midmight already)
11:59 PM
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