[ Disclaimer : Entry Contains #o1 Vulgarity, but it's censored . (: ]
i intended to study in the morning .
but did i?
i shan't elaborate .
just know what the word but means .
it means a change of direction .
so i don't exactly have to spell out what happened to my intention, do i ?
i meddled with photoshop in the morning and nothing was satisfactory .
asked honlong how to download fonts and things got better, at night .
and i edited my favourite photo in my com .
and made a sig for use in the SAforums .
on account that Laney did one for me too . ^^
went to SingaporePolytechnic and i love that place to bits and pieces!
and i like misspang's biotech lecturer .
don't remember her name though .
but she's really funny & acid .
a little like missdalina, but apparently much older and more sci-ence .
anyway, she speaks good english too .
she pronounces the words like .. wow ~
but i doubt i'll be seeing her in lectures next year .
not really intending to take up Biotechnology at the moment .
more interested in Biomedical Science .
and the misspang knows that lecturer too !
he's in his late 40s and wow .
you know how old he looks to me?
mid 30s .
i'm not kidding .
he goes for facials and spas those kinda things .
i have to say that i don't mind men doing those sort of things .
i mean, we're talking about the equality of the both sexes gender now right?
so if girls ladies have the right to be vain,
why don't the gentlemen have the same right ?
as long as they have the *chingchingching* money, why not?
of course, that's just a luxury .
a want, not a need .
therefore i need to emphasize that it's not that i think all men gentlemen should do such things .
listen, only if they can afford it .
and apparently, lavishing on spas and facials is more sane than spending on ..
number 1 : cigarettes
number 2 : beer
number 3 : prostitutes sex LOVE *coughs*
men men men .
not being stereotypical, i mean most some men only .
cigarettes cause cancer .
they're throwing money into the ocean in return for a disease .
beer causes cancer .
they're flushing money down the toilet bowl praying that they will die earlier .
and the worse one .
prostitutes sex LOVE . *coughs*
it causes AIDS .
so these people are throwing money into geylang's big drain, begging the drain water to grant them their wish - to get AIDS .
yes, i know i'm sounding silly here, but ...
it's true, isn't it?
men who spend on cigarettes and beer and still tolerable .
but those who spend it in geylang (or any other darn place which provides such DIRTY business) only have one effect on me .
i HATE them .
i find them utterly DISGUSTING .
they were, they are, and they will always be .
a disgrace to their fellow gender .
of course not all men do such things right?
i'm positive that they're still real gentlemen around somewhere .
but these downright DIRTY things are a BIG DISGRACE .
you see, what do these dirty things do when they visit brothels?
yeah, you know it, so i don't see the need to elaborate here .
and look, this is the exact beautiful process humans reproduce to ensure the survival of their own kind .
the exact moments a married loving couple spend together .
the exact way babies are brought into the beautiful world .
and now what?
it's done in dirty brothels ?
where people do it just for the sake of it ?
and i think it's this whole sex trade thing which eventually makes the topic of sex so awkward in society .
sex is not something shameless .
unless you define your parents' love for each other as shameless, that is .
sex is supposed to be something beautiful and special, a private moment shared between married couples .
the way to bring sweet chubby babies into the world .
NOT a trade for women to earn money .
NOT a thing men can just do whenever they want, as long as they can pay .
tell me what's so explicit about a sperm meeting an egg .
and tell me what's not explicit about a guy f**king a girl .
(PS : it's not that i wanna use the word, i used it to give an impact. and i made an effort to censor okay?)
both are refering to the exact same thing .
and the feelings they give you?
you see the differences ?
we're all moulded by society .
and it happens that our society has to consist of such low people things .
if these prostitutes women and theses men things were to contract AIDS and die from it, i'd clap .
YOU choose your way of life, YOU bear the consequences .
*quoted from Tyra Banks*
"YOU are responsible for YOURSELF!"
these people chose to do such things and apparently should have expected it to happen .
thus, i'll clap .
God is fair .
but as we know, AIDS symptoms aren't very obvious in the earlier years upon contraction .
so these unconsciously-infected men decided to get married for real and settle down after they've played enough .
and you know what?
when they marry, they expect virgins .
someone, please tell me what the world is becoming to .
okay and next, these unconsciously-infected men will do what they need to do with their virgin wives .
and you know what happens next?
the innocent virgins wives get infected .
and you know what happens next ?
the poor babies in the now innocently infected wives' womb may be born HIV positive too .
what's this?
KARMA ?
*slapslaps*
the wives are innocent, the unborn children are even more innocent .
and what have they done to deserve a husband and a father like that ?
and worse, the HIV virus .
and of course the AIDS disease, duh !
i don't know what to say or what i can say anymore .
just hope that these people would be more sane in making such decisions .
decisions which not only affect them, but others as well .
looking back, i'm amazed how talking about that young-looking lecturer led to this topic .
hahaas .
i sure know how to side-track, dont i ? :D
let me talk about something else then ..
i hate to graduate from secondary school .
but i can't wait to start working during the holidays either .
and poly life looks awesome .
but still, if i had a choice, i'd stick to secondary school longer .
i have my reasons .
and you don't have to know them .
teehees .
it's been a long and wordy entry .
not to mention, fiery too .
and i'm off to sleep .
it's no long sept7, it's sept8 already .
ja-ne ! ^^
(PS: i shall be blogging about xiaxue tomorrow. )
11:59 PM
♥クラリス～☆˚
