it's friday again~
this week flew past ..
weets! ^^
but wells, now that all the important exams are approaching,
time had better past alittle slower lorr .
don't seem to have enough time .
yahs, i know i'm the one who hasn't been studying hard .
of course i have the intention to,
but i'm way too easily distracted .
especially with the shoujo-ai boards and Laney on MSN .
next week's gonna be worse .
i'll be getting FlameOut's package .
it's now probably on its way from Ireland to Singapore ..
teehees. xD
ohh so now i know that Singapore's actually 7hrs ahead of UK .
i learnt about that from Laney .
hahaas .
rather interesting to know someone is talking to you in an entirely different environment .
i was talking to Laney past midnight yesterday .
and i was only 5+ in the evenings over there .
hahaas .
i think the people who went for yesterday's oral was blessed .
we knew what exactly came out for the humanities mock exams .
knew specifically what to study .
ohh well , it's just luck .
even if we were to do well here,
we can't say the same for Olevels right?
ms agnes said something interesting after PE today .
talked about Life .
as in like, if you want something in life .
do whatever you can to acheive it .
if you think life is unfair to you, it will just be .
and you will continue being a loser .
ohh wells, another of that kinda talk .
easy to say, but when it comes to taking actions .. ..
well ..
nevermind~
***
ive got lots of things to say .
but i just don't know how to go about saying .
even here on the blog .
well, because this is a public one .
sometimes ..
iHATEtoHAHAASinFRONTofYOU .
becauseIamNOThappyATall .
iDONTwantTOshowYOUthatIamHAPPYwhenIamNOT .
neitherDOiWANTtoTIEyouDOWNwithEVERYTHING .
asYET,iDONTevenKNOWifYOUmeantEVERYTHINGyouSAID .
sweetNOTHINGSorNOT;
iHAVEnoIDEA .
iHAHAASsoVERYoften .
iHAHAASatEVERYthingYOUsay .
iHAHAASbecauseIdontKNOWhowELSEiCANreact .
yourACTIONScontradictsYOURwords .
iWANTtoTRUSTyouLIKEiDIDjustMONTHSago .
butIdontWANTtoENDupTRUSTINGsomeoneWHOwillDOnothingBUThurtMEinTHEend .
mayBEthatsJUSTtheWAYtheSTORYgoes .
shortLASTINGhappiness .
iWANNAtellMYSELFexactlyHOWiFEELaboutYOU .
butIamNOTallowingTHATtoHAPPEN .
thisSUCKSsoMUCH .
iWISHEDitNEVERstarted .
atLEASTiWONTbeCAUGHTinSUCHaSITUATIONnow .
whichIStheREALyou?
whenAREyouREALLYsayingTHEwordsFROMtheBOTTOMofYOURheart .
iDONTknow .
dontJUSTkeepQUIET .
iHAVEaBADfeelingABOUTtheWHOLEthing .
9:17 PM
♥クラリス～☆˚
