thank God it's friday!
yay! ^^
this week flew past .
don't know why .
now that time is passing so fast ..
fear of the exams increases .
i mean, i have less than 30days before the prelims .
and less than 110 days before the actual big O's .
so very intimidated . T_T
finally the end of july .
hopefully i get my desirable laptop soon .
i've been dreaming of it .
msfoo was actually hospitalised few days back .
went to visit her yesterday .
she had some bowel thingy .
forgot the exact words she told me .
she got discharged today .
hopefully she gets back to health soon . ((:
here, i wanna apologise to my *bestfriend .
i don't know why i feel so insecure .
i don't know what makes me think so much .
i'm sorry .
don't know if you're angry with me .
but so sorry that i feel that way .
so so so sorry ..
will get to you if i see you on msn .
we'll talk then .. (:
all i want you to know at this point of time is that ..
i value you .
and i treasure our friendship too much .
and probably because we've not spoken for too long ..
the insecurities slipped in ..
i didn't mean to .
i didn't mean to, really .
i'm sorry ..
i once mentioned this :
" i no longer have any energy to bother about anyone, anymore .."
there is an exception for the above statement .
and the exception is my *bestfriend . (:
i took it for granted that the exception will be understood .
but lest anyone, especially my *bestfriend gets the wrong idea,
i'll state it in words . =)
8:17 PM
♥クラリス～☆˚
