i really have no wish to return to school tomorrow .
but never am i going to get my way .
NEVER .
this weekend's been a torturous one for me .
for the past whole week, i've been trying to break down the ice walls around me .
i thought i've suceeded .
but i've come to realise that it's not happening in reality .
i'm tired of the life i'm living .
so tired .
i don't want to play anymore .
important people are disappointing me .
i'm not gonna make anyone else important anymore .
i'd very much like my feelings to be considered alittle bit more, thank you .
not saying anything doesnt mean i'm fine with it .
if my pretence will continue telling me that you care,
i will go on with the pretence .
but deep inside, i already know how this is going to end .
all promises will be broken .
you will care no more .
i am but a stranger .
i dont know how to make people understand .
i dont know how to put what i feel into words .
all i know is that i'm dying .
but i'm feeling every single slash .
because though dying, i'm still very much alive .
i'm human too ..
8:42 PM
♥クラリス～☆˚
